An Autism Journey – Understanding Yourself Through A Child’s Diagnosis

This post was originally published on, a blog by Autistic people in Ireland, which was merged into in March 2022.

A Journey - Discovering Your Own Autism Through A Child's Diagnosis

This is the story of a guest contributor Polly Rose. It started as simply sharing a poem with us for #PoetryMonth but so much more was shared. The Poem called Each and Every One is beautiful and very resonant, and can be found here. Polly-Rose’s Autism story is equally resonant in its own right, so with her permission, I am reproducing it here.

Part of AutLouds mission is to share our stories and experiences with the Autistic community. A key part of this is making our journeys ‘findable’ so that others who are coming to their own realisation can find us, and the rest of our tribe. It is in understanding these experiences that we can begin to understand ourselves. 

Like so many of us, Polly Rose wears a myriad of different hats, an identity formed of twists, interests, colours and roles. At the heart of this identity is family. AutLoud is an adult focused blog so her own story is the focus of this piece. This is her story, in her words.

The Background

I am an artist, a poet, a storyteller, and a writer.  I am inspired by nature, music, myths, legends and folklore, and how people interact with and affect each other and the environment  they live in. I have been a reflexologist and Massage Therapist, and recently qualified as a children’s Yoga teacher, which I hope to practice on a part-time basis in the near future. I am neurodiverse. I am dyslexic, with dyspraxia and dyscalculia. I have just started  the process  of an autistic assessment.

A Son's Journey

I am a mother to a wonderful boy, who is my greatest source of pride and joy. With his permission  I can mention, that almost ten years ago he gained his own diagnosis  of autism. Unbeknownst to me at that time, this would set me on the path to understanding,  accepting, and embracing my own  neurodiversity. 

When we learned of his diagnosis, I set about learning all I could about autism, so that I could support my child as best I could. In the books I read, in the classes, courses, and workshops I attended, I gained knowledge and understanding of how my son experiences the world, and many great ways of connecting with him and assisting him at each stage. I learned from other parents and autistic adults, and crucially, from him himself. 

A Parent's Journey

Not only did I gain all that, but I came to recognise  myself.  The last few years have been an incredible journey we have shared together, supported by family. Although we have faced challenges, I feel incredibly  lucky. He has brought so much joy to my life, he has brought music, laughter, and new perspectives, and he has brought me to myself.

Questioning  my own make up led me to the Autistic Paddies table at an AsIAm conference  a few years ago. Here I found my tribe. It has become a wonderfully positive part of my life. I have come to learn that I have used and continue to use  the unique way my brain works while engaging in creative projects in my former professional life, as a parent, and to problem solve. Naturally, this is combined with trial and error, experience, determination, and hard work.

Looking to the Future

Presently, I am excited  for the future for my son, my family, myself, and friends. Over the years, I have learned that understanding, kindness, and genuine compassion go a long way. If these are your foundation, then everything you do will be influenced by that and that will make all the difference.

I am grateful to our lovely supportive family, especially my parents who have used their own unique talents, knowledge, and experience to support and help us when we have needed it, and for all the lovely company too! 

Check out Each and Every One here.

Additional Resources

For more on Adult Journeys check out our content under  Autism Journeys and Services

For Resources on Self Identification or Professional Diagnosis check out our Resources Library.

For more on the diagnostic process for children click here

Sally Anne and Polly Rose

Sally Anne is an autistic academic, mentor, and mother. Her interests are her family, her books, the housing market, the environment and tech. She is recently diagnosed (though had suspected for a while). Through this blog she wants to connect with the autistic community and understand herself better. She believes in “knowledge for knowledge’s sake” and if she finds a button, she will need to press it!